ALTERNATE BLOG -
05/07/2013
They are not allowing me to access my blog.
I would have blogged this but each time I attempt to log on to it, I get an error message. I am sending the letter listed below off to an agency today.
Additionally, I have been working diligently to complete a detailed Log of Events. This will support my claims and more important (hopefully) give any agency or individual a more indepth understanding to how these criminals operate their organization.
I am exhausted… I am kinda of disgusted… mostly because since I started working out they have stopped the normal function of my GI tract – This cause EXTREME WEIGHT GAIN.
This is scary for terrible reasons : most being they are trying to kill me, and make it appear as if it is of natural causes. MURDER. Medically, It would read as high blood pressure, heart attack or stroke – but no one would know that there is a transnational criminal organization with a device that cause blood pressure to elevate – they can restrict the blood flow to any part of my body, cause a stroke a number of other things I cannot think of.
Note: Each time I attempt to put a scientific, or more in-depth explanation to anything I can only find 3 words. I mean, every other word in my vocabulary is removed. They pause my brain. This is why the spent nearly two years, repeating the same key phrases. I will go into that more in-depth and the affect that it had on my intellect and cognition.
I am going to the gym again today but it does very little if they use their remote device to stop the function of my natural GI system. When I do something they want – like, FUCK – they will allow me go to the ladies room and free my GI TRACT. This is a sick crime. I am refusing to play their game – therefore I will go meet with a weigh clinic doctor today – I would rather not take any medication but I cant wait until they continue to do this for a month and I will be 250 and unable to move.
The things that THEY DO to my temple- To recall when I didnt have a car or a place to live is most disgusting and painful. DEATH PENALTY WOULD BE TOO GOOD FOR THEM. The things that these people did to me – every day all day for years – I am praying like hell that someone helps me, because they are disgusting. This is not a game and I am not crazy – these “individuals” give serial rapist, killers and pedophiles a good name. (I will explain when I get the time- the purpose they continue to expose me to the same things repeatedly – it benefits them. If they continue to reintroduce the trauma – then it is supposed not hurt the victim so much. They get more use out of me.
I said I was going to the weighloss doctor and they will do a health profile. I can feel them stabbing something on my left side, lower area, higher than the pelvic area… I suspect it will cause an imbalance on the chemical profile-
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Dear ANYONE -- (I was forwarding this to several individuals at this sign organization/ entity)
I am contacting you all together because any attempts in the past, that I have made to contact an individual has resulted in either no response, or rapid withdrawal within a relatively short period time after interest was peaked.
I want to first get the most important information out of the way, by stating that I am sane. I am a graduate of the University of Houston. I am a graduate student studying to obtain my Masters in Psychology and Addiction Studies. I work in Human Services and I am very familiar with the DSM IV. I do not present with any mental illness.
I am also a hard working American that has fallen victim to a transnational criminal organization, mostly because I was an easy target. Secondly, because I am an American and I really believe that we don’t give into terrorist. What I have discovered is that transnational crime is comparable, terrorism its just domestic. I have also discovered that we are ill equipped to deal with either.
I have come to this conclusion after years of trying to get an entity to investigate my reports that a transnational criminal organization is operating a voyeuristic black market, pay for preview, and sale of human beings remotely. They have in their possession and are using an energy weapon. This weapon has the ability to lock on to the heat signature of a human being, remotely burn, affect cognition of and operates at a speed fast enough to keep up with a moving vehicle. Articles I have found stated these types of weapons have speeds comparable to how fast data is transmitted on fiber optics. So fairly quickly. Even the speed of light. These weapons were designed and are used by the military but no one seems to get or care that just because the military built it – does mean that the man that completed his service, who was taught a skill to build it - for the right price wouldn’t want to use his skill in another capacity. Especially if he was hungry, or had a family or some vendetta against this country. Combine the intellectual knowledge of a veteran with stomach pains, an extremely skilled high grade hacker, computer enthusiast, some research students with knowledge in every psychoanalytical discipline an you have the : WHITE COLLAR CRIME OF THE CENTURY ( with blue collar undertones: i.e. violence).
These criminals, whomever they are, are making big bucks off of me and others like me. More than likely you, if they could and found you amusing and isolated enough to make a victim out of you. It is possible that they are just using me as a diversion for some bigger operation. Understand, the seriousness of the nature of this crime with urgency.
No longer will businesses have to worry about insider trading, information being leaked or personal data being stolen. These criminals have found a way to surpass all conventional methods of criminal espionage- they have their disposal devices that transmits audio, visual and have tactical functions remotely virtually undetectable. The operate using laser technology, sound waves and audio freqencies This is not only the BIGGEST threat that I can imagine for businesses and individuals but for communities.
They deal in sex crimes. Violent sexual crimes, of men, women and children for financial gain. To my knowledge. But seriously, do you think I am best they could do or are doing. They are doing some major criminal activities and I am just the comic relief. I want the joke to be on them. Besides, the difficulty is not only getting someone to believe me when I send this out – but someone to be fearless in getting someone or en entity with the resources to challenge these bunch of thugs. Cause the moment you attempt to help me, a few things might begin to happen in your life that are abnormal. So, challenge them. Help me and find out.
I know this is a lot to take in but I am a victim of this and time is ticking before they kill me. This is not a joke. I am modern day sex slave and my captors don’t even have to leave from in front of their computers. I have never seen their faces. I have only heard their voices. And they have either intimidated, bribed, or sabotaged all my attempts to get some individual or entity on top of this. They have also had much success in making me appear unstable, irrational, and plainly stated “crazy”. I am not mentally ill.
Help.
It is 5 02 am and my stomach looks like a 5 month pregnant woman. It hurts so bad. So terrible I am about to cry. And I am sitting here, there is pressure being applied by the remote terrorist. I can’t go to the hospital I have work.I hate to be disgusting but I have no defecated in a over a week. No, I do have problems with my bowels. I started contacting congress and wrote this letter so the high tech criminals block my bowel systems with the non lethal weapon they use. In addition, I went to the hospital on Friday after work and obtained a refill on my prescription Lactulose for my digestive issues- and still nothing. I attempted to go and I felt them cause my muscles in my rectum contract so tightly as I pushed the opposite , and they just laughed in the background. You do not imagine going to the bathroom. I am sharing this because while this crime seems so “unbelievable” to some , the inability to release waste can cause death. It is also too timely in terms of my Activist and in lew of my trip to Michigan on Friday. I will indefinitely have to go to the hospital after work and get an Xray – and undoubtedly after a week of being unable to go.. suddenly I will get the urge, upon arriving for an X-ray, the whole time consuming process that follows waiting for hours to be seen etc. I am going none theless.
There is drama at my work. I try to document as much as I can but I am often too busy. Some things are difficult to explain others sound to unbelievable. I have been at my employment for quite some time, we do a great service there (**at this moment I feel the energy weapon going in a circular motion in the back of my from top teeth). I work very hard. I do my job, and I am think I do it pretty well. I am often doing others job but I do not complain.
We have a couple new interns there (unpaid). Most of which I helped train. Well most of which spend a substantial amount of time training with me. I just found out that they are “catty mean bitches”. Lol. I hate using those terms but I always attempt to describe people accurate or in terms that best identify specific traits that they possess. I dedicated a lot of time to assist these women and attempting to make them feel comfortable and understand their jobs –while I just found out by my supervisor – they are dedicating a lot of time to talk badly about me behind my back for several weeks now, saying terrible things and have even said that I showed them my webpage and “they felt very uncomfortable”. Now, this is interesting for several reasons. The first being that these women are not shy by any means – they are well spoken, older women that liberally go around making jokes at the expense or others, sarcastic remarks and more importantly telling me about their children, their therapy, their hysterectomy surgies , their ovaries, their bout with stds, where they met their husbands, them being freaks, them dancing, their family trips, their ex husband, their, abuse relationships, their reasons for not having children, their past jobs, etc.
But as they sat and had an open conversation about their periods being on and my stomach turned…. While I listened. I never once said I would go and talk to my supervisor and remote them for being completely digesting and offending me. However, as I sat and pulled my site up about 2 weeks ago on on Friday and one of them asked what I was doing and I filled them in – not asking for them to rally behind me but only answering their question in detail. They felt the needs to gangdog up on – seeing an opportunity as with the “hiring freeze being lifted” to go to the women over the interns and share with her in secret about how completely unrealistic my site was.
I defended. Unlike these dogs, because this is now what I refer to them as. This has mostly to do with not because they were “uncomfortable” because they do not appear to be those types given all they have shared liberally with me. But because they were backbiting and sneaky. They have caused confusion and problems. They liberally come to me about everything else, their personal problems included but this issues is the MOST MAJOR THING IN THE WORLD – to where after seeing me every day they never once mentioned it to me. Ick.
Lol. So now I have to deal with problems with work, problems with being remotely sexually assaulted, problems with the invisible laser in my rectum and my vagina, problems with being unable to defecate, problems with school work and problems with life. Now if I were too take out all of the problems cause by the remote terrorist. I would only have the catty dogs at work and that is all. Ugh. I will have to deal.
See, this organization attempts to do things long enough to where they seem like they are my problems instead of ones created by this terrorist organization. So being that there this is a cyber-criminal network that has multiple people logging on. They can may anything they want seem consistent (hence the digestive problems that always appear when I being doing my activism and other things). I am just a lot of pain. Not to mention that I attempted to fax all of congress and received a message stating that none of my 32 faxes went thru because someone picked up the phone or various other reasons. Ick.
I did a few things this weekend which I am proud of. My family and I fed the homeless. I actually drove by this park on my way home and say this park full of homeless people I got a feeling that I had to do something. I thought about how just a little bit about this criminal network would not let anyone rent to me as I begin my activism. I went to over 12 + places, even bad ones and either everyone did not have an apartment available, it would not be available for a month, or I did not qualify for one reasons or another.
I am still technically without a home . As I am staying with someone. Anyways – I went and purchased 64 bottles of water, some ice, made 70 sandwiches, got crackers, chips and water flavors and my sister, cousin and I went to the park and passed them out. It was nice.
So other things occurred but I have to go and shower before work.
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SAVE TEXAS
